anticlockwise

I think finally everything will be fine. I lost contact with my friends for so long I began to think there should be some problems in my life...

In the wild garden once I had a cup of tea with Mr Fox. He told me there was a fox family in his garden they come out for a walk at the night. I think it was quite interesting.  So I went to the garden again but this time I met profesor Joe who was living on cigarette, coffee and some liquor. I found it was quite a fabulous life style which make people grow weak and die young. He had a library and constantly read and write and got irritated quite easily. But he was really nice he read Bible and prayed for Mr fox and I to book train tickets online though it still didnt work...

Mr Fox is away and i missed him already and actually im thinking of leaving this wild garden. I have a feeling i wont belong to this place. However, the moment i see Mr Fox, he smiles a lot and i really think it doesnt matter where I am. At the end of the day life is a joke we are all weak and dying. Life is short what else we can do in the rest hundred years apart from drinking tea in the wild garden? Yes, time has gone fast as well as the money.

有的事情想明白了就轻松很多。昨天Marc教会了我一个词叫climatice，还有一些乱七八糟的其他，每个人每个生活方式又被谁规定了呢。。

他要抽我八百年前放在一边的mild seven，我们就摸黑跑到街边上去抽烟，风很大，不过终于有人陪我一起点烟了，mild seven，点完这支就好。

是不是从今天开始白天会慢慢地变长了,给我留言的朋友门我都很开心你们还记得我的生日。

门前的樱花树（？）开了满树粉色的花，这样的花树那么多，漂亮得我要眯着眼睛看很久。下午太阳照进屋里来的时候我放着王若琳的歌，又要开始收拾我不多的东西。

你说我其实已经很幸福了，我想了想，说，算是吧。

谢谢。

这两天在听这首歌的时候总会想到很久以前的这部电影和一些在北京的印象。原来一转眼已经过去那么久，连自己都不清楚自己是在留恋什么。总是在离开一个地方去另一个地方，总是不安定，但，，其实自己比以往任何一个时候都想要心无杂念地停下来，做一些最肤浅又简单的事情，多美好。